I can't remember when colors started to fade. First the blues, then the reds, until everything settled into this dull gray I am growing used to. Food tastes like nothing. Music sounds like static. I press harder on my skin just to feel something, anything. When did feeling things become so hard?

It's like watching everything through dirty glass. I keep swiping, keep scrolling, hoping the next image will be the one to make me feel again. But it never is. The numbness grows deeper with each day. What's the last thing that made you truly feel alive? How long have you been chasing that feeling? Do you even remember what it was like to experience something without immediately thinking about how to share it with others?